Two weeks on, and the pain doesn't go away. This is a bereavement. My life and identity as a Brit and European has been ripped away from me. All my plans for my retirement thrown on the scrap heap, all these years back here wasted. And greater even than that, I feel that everything I have stood for and valued - summed up as inclusiveness and an outward-looking view of the world - has been discarded without a thought. I am marooned, stateless and a foreigner in what is supposedly my own country. Britain is a hostile place. It is absurd, farcical, and the feeling of anger and impotence does not go away, or even lessen. That is why I want have NOTHING to do with anyone who voted Leave, ever again, whatever their reasons - in the end, you voted with the narrow-minded racists and gave them the support and justification for their vile prejudice. Take responsibility for the increase in racist attacks. You voted with the enemy, ergo you are the enemy.